You were a beautiful baby, you are

It is going on a month since I gave birth to baby Mateo. A month since you passed away. This was supposed to be a baby blog. A blog about my adventures as a mom filled with fun pictures of my pregnancy and then my baby. I am not sure what to do now.  The same goes for everything in my life. I am not sure what to do now, except make another blog, except make another life.